lalala

back from holiday

2006-08-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

HEY people. i was like away for..how long? Finally,i'm back here blogging agn after the recovery of my comp =X! And not sure for whut reason i started playing maple again. =/ perhaps im missing e cyberworld too much? erm. not much diff i think? still the same old music and i look so noob among those high-level-asses. =/

anyway, common test just ended like a week ago&the coming week will be e sept holiday. but somehow i dont think there's any extra time for my shoppings and blars.. MYE is just 29 days away,gosh.gd luck everyone~

i hate myself =(

2006-04-26T06:03:00.000-07:00

ah. i jus let my blog went on holiday its useless anyway. maybe jus for me to post some rubbish here. so many things happened recently.. =( i guess i havent been smiling for how long? i wan everything like last yr.dear,how i miss those days. things tend to get out of hand so easily. argh. i guess the fortune teller's rite. plsplsplsidwqa=(( anw,MYE lai le! yeps and i hope its over soon. so i can jus find a place to hide myself// i get so crazy wif xl todae but i dont even noe wat im doing la. i jus wanna luff more =( pls someone.. cheer me up

sadded

2006-04-03T07:20:00.001-07:00

okay, im gonna haf a nice update today. b4 that,can i just request a favour from u peeps? pls tagg b4 u leave can? >< thks! x)) or i will just take it as no one's reading =( oh yay! the taiwanese students came to our sch todae! they look kinda 'nerd' in some way, but looks quite okae overall.okae, those boys ard me are so excited when they were here. p.s. those ppl are too horny =x whahas~ the whole class is like so hyper and its seems exceptionally noisy today. although its oso noisy in other days. and yah, we had 2 tests todae AT FIRST. but in the end we sat for only one of it. ms lee is so firm wif her decision and jus wouldnt postpone the test despite the presence of those 'guests' lar. mr fong is better =)) i find him rather gullible. oh nono..shldnt use that ass word. he's so great okay x))! although his lessons can cure insomnia, 100% guaranted =( so if u need some treatment,take my recommendation. okae, enuff of craps lar.

and yes! i finally get the chance to use my covered-wid-dust bat tmr!! OmGosh!! its been 2435375475 yrs since i last use it man. and and i'd decided on not skipping trgs again. hmm. aiyah actually we do have reasons for not going it on norm days. can say we're too lazy lar. i wont deny >< but this isnt the main reason.. okay. we aint like any other pros in the team. we're jus norm cca players who're jus looking for attendace pts or watsoever. our skills are so far behind those pros. so tell me lar, will you go there and make a joke of urself when ppl will jus look at u and luff like shit. okae, forget bout this silly ass thing.

just now in class.. hmmm. jh was showing a cca thing to us and i saw this ger's name on it. okay, she has got the highest rank of that particular cca. me and nd was actually discussing how unbelievable was it and jh suddenly said something. 'dont likedat say lar. later her bf come bash u up ar.' without thinking , i jus came out this line 'got bf veh big ar!' i dont noe why im so... perhaps its too sensitive to me. 'her bf.' yah,its hers.. dont i ever think of anything again.. he's never mine ;( but its alr over a yr, why cant i jus let go ? i guessed i had. maybe im jus too sensitive to those words. okae. promised not to ;( for him again ! =))) dadada..

I LOVE FKP! <3333

lol

2006-03-22T04:14:00.000-08:00

hello darlings!! omgosh,its another week now ;( im leading such miserable life. help me pls, anyone? wait, it sounds kinda unfair to my angels and fairies huh? shld i put it this way. my sch life is pathetic enuff for me to bang my head hard =( for ur info, i jus changed my seat,AGAIN! okae. i love my previous seat,with that cute jerrold x). ARGH! wat now man! i can tell you, i hate that seat. It's not that its hot down there or whateva shit.. okay. to be straight lar, i dun like my 'partner'. in fact, i found excuses in changing seats besides ms wong's lessons(of cos). cos its her who made that freaking arrangement. arh pls! okae, its not that im petty or what.. i just dont like that guy to act as if he's that CLOSE to me. and and yah! i dont DONT like his tone when he speak, the way he promote himself, the smell he has, the action he does and blah blah blah.* hOhhh.juvenile act
oh okae, dun ever try giving me comments of moving my desk. cos i tried, and he moved over, assuming that im just adjusting the desk !! IM FED UP MAN! i really REALLY hope there's a time machine.. and soon the next term comes and i will =)))!!

okay. i will just kindly open up my tolerance bottle larh. =( give me courage to live on +) nah nah nah, heaven will only accepts me when im 100+ yrs old x)) so dont u try to fill up my tolerance bottle. OH CRAP! Yeps. bringing a gd news to my dearie bloggie! im deciding on taking part fhs talent quest 2006! YAY! okay, its too early for this topic yah. but i alr told shelia i shld be taking part. uh hmm. can u trust me? i bet my darlings will haf doubts lar. hahas! lets wait and see.. yea yea!! and i told shelia im gonna haf a duet wif her =)) okay, the ans is simple. i dun have the courage to step up alone. cos im 'stage shy' x))

on mon, that jerrold told me he wanna 'yong gong du shu' then i was wondering. 'why so many ppl tell me this recently?' exactly the same phrase u noe? and thus i'd made up my mind. ok.. after this post's up, i shall begin my study journey!! trust me.. im gonna get As and Bs for this special term. lets make it a historical period huh. help me jolt it down, anyone? lol! ok. i haven bom bom yet! omgosh. and yet im bragging away here ;(

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beach

2006-03-14T02:11:00.001-08:00

oh my gosh! i went for the so called 'class gathering' for the whole day. and woah, i woke up as early as 7 today. okay, i dun like waking up at this time when all my other frens are still in dreamlands buying chocolates =\ but after looking at the clock which pointed 7, i went back to bed again. i woke up again at 7.45 and suddenly realised i have not prepared anything yet. well, i had everything ready by 8.30 and rushed towards sb's hse, reached there ard 8.40 but she only has her door opened at 8.50 -.- whahas. time time time ! lol. okae,then i notice that i was late since i told sijia i would meet her 8.50 at je. so i just rushed down sb's flat and hired a cab at the bus stop. well, i thought this is the first 3b class outing so i just wouldnt want ppl to wait for me yah? and guess what? the cab fee is $4.80. this's okay if everyone is waiting for me, but who noes, only 3 person reached b4 me -.- i was thinking 'huh? so few ppl arh?' then linda told me the rest are always late and she herself is also the first time being so early. lol. and i was in a 'huh!' mood. and there comes sijia when it's alr 9.10 !! there goes the mrt trip...*alot funny things we created lar.

hmm, we reached there ard 11? then me sijia and shelia went mac for breakfast cum lunch. blah blah... after lunch sijia rented a bike and she TRIED to teach me. too bad, im a DAMN slow learner ;(. of cos,failure. i gave up and was saw the rest rollar blading. i thot it was fun when i see them play so i went on renting it. okay, its abt year since i last played so abit unbalance.. and so on lar.. and oh ya. the rollar blade is so freaking smelly hell! om Gosh,esp the socks, smelly like wat. but how? i paid my 10 bucks ;( and soon, i cant tahan the smell so i jus leave it there for the rest 45 mins i think. yucks, i hoped and HOPE that i can own MINE rollar blade.

if u ask me wat i did for the rest of the day, i would probably shake my head. basically nth else. i jus sat at the wateva 'cliff' (i name it) with sijia and shih joo for abt 3 hrs enjoying the sea breeze! l o l. we were laming there and then a bottle which belongs to shihjoo suddenly jus rolled down the cliff, probably the wind's too strong. yeps, its very song there lar. but so damn hot man, and now im sun burned. -.- oh ya, i saw a couple swimming ard my area. woo, they're so damn loving man. so envious !! and i kept staring at them until they went away (although the guy is not shuai and the girl not chio x)) OKAY! basically, there isnt any CHIO or SHUAI ppl at ecp today! no fun man! =(

honestly lar, i dun like the outing today. maybe some of them enjoyed lar. but too me, NONO! i rather lie on my cosy lil bed till 2 pm and then watch some drama, slack here slack there. NOW WAT! i regretted lar. ;( oh ya, i forgot to say, the outing which is so called 'class' one, consist of only 11 ppl. WAH! shock ar. i also shocked so u dont have to be shock =0! okok, no such thing for me next time. stupid idiotic day! now my so freaking tired, tmr still haf early proj meeting ;( . OKAY,to be cont.. CONFERENCE TIME =))!

bbq

2006-03-14T02:11:00.000-08:00

yes, im finally back to blogging. omg. my last post was really 6026302643 yrs ago. pls pls ppl,dun say me lazy anymore ;(

lets talk about the bbq ydae. hmm, can i say its an unsuccessful one? =\ yeps. alot of food was wasted and most of them had not contentedly fill their stomach. and the guys, they said the food dont suit them and they went for kfc at the complex -.-
okae. so i didnt actually enjoyed myself. except for some times. hmm. i love the part where we sang f.i.r's wo men de ai to s.h.e's tian hui. l o l. cos you know there's a part of the lyrics in wo men de ai has the 'wo de tian kong' and it sounded so much like the 'wo de tian kong , jing tian you dian hui.' actually they doesnt sound the same. the problem lies on us. hahs. its either ivy or kailing started singing the part 'wo de tian kong.' and i thot is tian hui so i jus carry with the tune and lyrics of tian hui. and i was Laughed by them -.- okaes.

anywae. i still prefer having bbq in chalet. jus like wat deb say, at least everyone of us will stay tgt at the fire ! =)and yes, yl say they's a chalet on his bdae and i actually looked forward to it. perhaps its the influence of nov 05's chalet we had. x)) gosh!! i LOVE chalet-ing!!

hello

2005-12-15T10:30:00.000-08:00

wee. im back from chalet. -.- okae, that's years ago. hey not, just about a week? yeps. anyway, i havent been updating for a week? its okae lar,i've only got 2 readers nia. lols. hmm, sorry to keep my 2 fans waiting =X. 2 days after the chalet my grandma and my aunt came to visit us. they're my vip of cos. and so me and sis brought them ard touring sg. whahas. its a tour for me too. yeps, and they were back to malaysia now. kinda miss them, esp my grandma. i love her more than i love my life. she's always the one who speaks for me from time to time. i sent her off that day. well, very she bu de lar but she had to go back. T.T okae, good times always fly.

hmm, its actually near to 3 am now,and where's that asshole who said wanna au ye tgt? you better wake up by 7 tmr and have breakfast with me. lols. oh my,i dun wanna become panda. -.- okay, after this i shall go zzz. i went ard searching for my holidae hw just now. ehh, cant find it!! godamnit. anw, thats not what i wanna say. following up..
i found my htm textbook and a few notebooks. in between the pages, i found a card. thats the card 2d peeps bought and we wrote stupid things inside. that card which we bought for joanne to apologise, rmb? that reminds me of 2d. okae, as compared to other class, ours is sort of ununited and lack of class spirit ? i guess so, and alot peeps will agree with me. lols. but so what, thats one class i treasured most, and the class which brought me memories, wateva it is. and most imptly, joy. although this class had experienced lotsa internal conflicts, i still love 2d peeps. =)) internal conflicts? oh my god. lols. wateva okae? hope when we next meet again, we are not enemy but lost long frends. lols! lalalas.

the chalet arh.. I LOVE IT! esp when the gers went kbox. weeee, we stood on the sofa, jump and sing like mad woman. whahas. i love that most. and ya, the time when we walk from esplanade to lao ba sa, city hall to raffles. and we took the long way there. =)) i love it to bits man! its not what we got to eat at lao ba sa or wateva it is, its the process when we're walking there. it took us about 40 mins? the most enjoyable walk i haf. lols. but im lucky enuff to escape from death there. whahas. there's a road which we cant actually j-walk across but abt 4 of us just dash across after malaosan shout that there's no car. -.- then we ran of cos. then a car suddenly appear from somewhr and i stopped in the middle of the road -.- all thanks to shubin and debby =)) well, they did nth. they just shout that there's car coming and my soul came back ~ lols. as if i lost my soul sia. but actually do feel abit like it. perhaps too shock and at that moment my legs just cant react in time. -.-

oh ya. if you peeps are finding a good place to sing k, pls head towards cineleisure lvl 8 =X look carefully, not lvl 4 not 5 or 6 or 7. IS 8! LOL. stupidd. esp at night, go there and you're benefited. #pls note that this privilege is unavailable for guys =/ get my hint?
okae, the chalet is for sure a nice one. and perhaps im still in a chalet mood X.X i still wan chalet !! chalet~ole ole ole ! lol! and as for the photos, i've got ALOT. BUT, my laziness lar. (: ok, i'll try!

so what's tmrs plans? eh,town? not cfm. sumone told me she wanna watch sunset at esplanade while eating satay. lols~ by the time we reach esplanade again, the satay finished le. whahas. i wan maple ! but my comp doesnt like it that much?-.-

debby and binnie,i FINALLY blogged. ;x

nnb

2005-12-04T05:55:00.000-08:00

tmr's chalet. happy chalet-ing.

lalalas

2005-11-28T16:22:00.000-08:00

how long since then? a week gone. don't show me attitude and ignore me x.x
im really bored now. maple under a major network expansion -.- expand wat larh, not big enuff arh. T.T dun act cool infront of me!! i will cry T.T nono, i shouldnt cry for you. whahas. dont worry,be happy!! lolss. grats to sb and tbk, look forward to see tbk in chalet! lols. sorry, i said things such as changing blogskins and music right? ehh well, another time larh though i've been dragging it. hahas.

hmm,thinking of it now. single may not be too bad arh,friends still there with me! =)) can consider.. oh ya, those pics. can visit either debby or sb's blog to see larh, im lazy to upload =X if only i haf the mood to do so. YAH, chalet coming le ~ im so hyper at first, but now seems like abit no mood .. argh why? sian bah, and tmr then can play maple. knn.

liar

2005-11-23T01:23:00.000-08:00

T.T someone lied to me again. si liar! i will try my best to return you all those lies =)) sianned. someone entertain me pls! OR pei me maple =\ im just super duper sianned. oh ya, created new char Miirage =))lols, its a perfume brand. that guy who asked us whr's takashimaya recommend this to us. in fact,asking for way is just an excuse,obviously!! hahas. im gonna be broke soon T.T !if these few daes nth to do,im gonna change this sickening blogskin and the song.

ME AND DEB. im a SCB -.-

still haf lotsa lamee pics. all taken at imm. okiex,shall upload tmr?

lalalas

2005-11-22T00:39:00.000-08:00

HEEE.HELLO ! so long nvr post le. -.- nowadays like everyday so tired and sian sia. okays, actually i haf ALOT to share. starting from last fridae?

yeah, friday i went for a dinner at blps. wo de mu xiao,my primary sch ! hahs. went wif my grp of frens, ailing and the rest. honestly, the food doesnt seem that nice to me ! first of all, i dont eat seafood. from those nine dishes, 5 are seafood. -.- eh nono, not 5 lar, about 4 nia. and i drank lots of coke. funny, bingying keep saying the drinks got limited de,cant drink too fast later no more must pay $5 for an extra cup. lols ! hahs. then we saw the whateva boonlay idol? wat fuck is that?!? lols. kinna singing better. hahs. b4 finishing the last dish, i alr told them i got to eat supper tonite,the food really dun suit me ! lols. so about nine, we took cab to hkcc for supper. who noes, we saw a stb there. this one real siao. at first only just smile to us nia. made us all feel so uneasy and by scared till ran out of mac. who noes that siao kinna follow us all the way from mac to my hse there de coffee shop -.- the dist quite long. glen said he wanna ask him why he follow us but was afraid he might kill him with a knife. LOL. if u were there, u will feel the same too, so scary! anyway, i've got my father to fetch me home after that. about 10 le. but the main prob is ! i missed my supper ! T.T and that nite, i suffered from hunger. LOL.

yea yea, hmm. now. how many days past? i havent return to kfc for work ! gosh, we're dead. hahas. actually ydae we're working. but erm, too tired larh. for my plan now, i'd decided to quit. children below 14, pls dun learn from me. parental guidance arh ! LOL. okok, im too lazy to work, wo bu shi zuo gong de liao larh!

ydae skipped work, went to imm giant to play like siao. we're mad. at first only me and sb there. we took lotsa things and then left the whole trolley there, there goes my $1. hahas. then second time was much better, debby was there this time. i suddenly felt guilty. lols. so decided to put back all those things but, we left the trolley there, AGAIN. hahas. fun like hell ! about 7.30 we went over to wait for 99. wtf, until 8 sumthing then the bus come. by then,he bustop had got itself a long long queue, as if those ppl were queing to buy hello kitty toys at mac. -.- then the bus finally came, and its a indian driver. bin chao chao, like roti prata sia, maybe is the bus broke down half way. lols.

and finally its today ! today is? MONDAY! HEE. chalet coming! 5-7 dec. ken trying to bluff us the chalet cancelled just now -.- hmm. there's a list of plans we planned to do.

1st day afternoon go sentosa beach !
until evening go somewhr for dinner.
after dinner head for singapore river. CARLSBERG!
then maybe catch a movie? not forgetting the esplanade !
about 4 head back to chalet. take a bath.
5-6 get ready for the sunrise !!
now the 2nd day.
morning or maybe afternoon shall go escape.
after escape maybe, if there's enuff time, KBOX!
then shall haf our dinner at marina, steamboat~!
after dinner, not planned yet. maybe just shop ard.
okay, the above plans are planned by us. =x happy chalet daes !

careless

2005-11-13T22:46:00.000-08:00

damned. im so careless. i took the 98 bus from je today and left my wallet on the bus's seat !! stupid me. always doing some foolish thing. -.- idiot. i lost all my neoprints that i took with my friends. T.T and i brought my bro's ez-link card wif me, i lost it too !! STUPID! my $$ lost too. T.T fucking bitch. idiot. im so suay recently. last few days tio scolding, ydae fever and today, lost my wallet. what's next? -.- and i havent recovered from my cough yet.really coughing like hell now. gosh.

HEEE

2005-11-11T00:42:00.000-08:00

HEEEHOOOHEE ` lols. im damn damn freaking tired arh ! okae, lets keep updated huh~ wooo. todae 2nd day. was doing burger again..was only me, and me and me ALONE. so many orders esp cos we working at nite. so damn lot ppl -.- one time order 10+ wtf, i dun haf so many pairs of hands lar. and scoldings scoldings, lots of SCOLDINGS. EEK! fed up, then i just kept quiet. so quiet until that senior say im mute -.-

and i nearly cried out lor. cb, i feel like scolding her that. ccb, i will listen to you, but dun say im mute !! LOLS. but that senior is real wierd -.- one time come in ask me can cope anot, in a sooo kind tone. then the next time again, come in, RUSH me -.- aiya. first time do of cos likdat. grrrrr. nvm nvm. WO REN. lols, actually, i told sb i wanna quit le. jus second dae -.- can you imagine? and i think back, this's the third job i got for myself since last yr? yeah. and for the previous 2 jobs i worked only 1 dae !! -.- mei chu xi !! how am i gonna face the society next time? stupid sia. this type of scolding oso cant accept. -.- nvm. although cant earn much, lets take it as Experience.HEE. wo yi ding yao ren ~ i MUST bear with it. kkaes, give me confidence pls, anyone? lols. darling is all my confidence ~ lols. happy 0910 !! wooooo. sooo fast, another month past ! =))

suckerr

2005-11-09T21:03:00.000-08:00

i dun understand why im still living in this world. im so tired,real tired. and i dont know why. i suddenly feel so left out by the world. im out, totally out. when there's no care, no love and no feelings. everyone around me seems to be involving in something, but i dont find me doing the same. oh ya, im always left out. be it love or friendship, i have got none.when there's sumthing on, i'll always be the last to know. whateva it is, cos no one ever notice my existence.cant blame others, cos i dont deserve any. i suddenly feel like crying. as i said, i dont know why. i dont even know what the fucking hell im typing now. i just know i wanna cry out loud. but i dont even haf the guts to do so. i only wanna be alone, somewhr whr no one can find me. i dont wanna let anyone see me cry. its so embarrasing. a big ger crying like hell. idiot,fucking idiot. eeeeek. i so fucking hate myself. again, i must raise that i DONT hate anyone,but just myself. ok, i haf to wipe away my tears =)) anywae, who cares? i'll just put on a smile later on and no one will know. =))

tired arh

2005-11-09T20:03:00.000-08:00

Im so tired !! argh, todae is the first day i start work at Kfc wif my DEARIE. for ur info, she's a ger. lols, sb larh. and jinghui is on todae too. so we worked together with her fren rebec. wow, we made a big mistake just now. you noe those OR fillet burgers? or sumthing likdat. yeah, we are asked to prepare a few at first cos we just learn. then we happily put those lettuce and the mayonese sauce. put put put~ then things go on. more orders came. and so many those burgers~! THEN. the senior auntie walk past. she said 'oh dear girl~no lettuce in the burger!!' -.-
gosh !! dunno how many burgers me and sb made wrongly le ! lols. b4 that, we too found out that the mayonese sauce that we put is wrong too. LOL. should put that sauce with black pepper !! -.- first day alr so many mistakes le. but overall its still fun and fine. everyone there is frenly plus i haf jinghui there. hahs =)) so this job. hmm, shld be fine actually. the manager said we haf to work at least 6 mths. but i wouldnt be able to take it. so mayb until mid dec, i shall quit? lols. lets see how then.

hmm. sorry i dun really dare tok to you at this time. forgive me,pls? sincerely apologising to you kaes? -.- im stupidd. oh ya, i really hate some peep out there. you wan reply, you reply. and dun reply till so bu shuang. im so damn pissed off. and ya, dun show me ur fucking attitude, i hate it. eee !!

todae haven maple !! sian arh sian. and again damn sian. still haven lvl 48 yet. GRRR. idiot, im training like a snail -.- tmr gonna work again. who wanna volunteer help me train?? Hahas =X depends is who bah. tmr work from 5-10 pm . wahhh, later dark dark. lolss. heng sb is on the same shift as me. HEEE =))
I LOVE MEE and YOU <3

bitch

2005-11-07T19:42:00.000-08:00

this time round. it isnt the guys who are jerks,but the ger who is a bitch. dun worry i'm not refering to anyone but myself. im so sorry. and i mean it, im really sorry to you. i hope one day you could see this post, but i don't think you will get to see it. i keep lying to you although i dont want to. trust me, those are white lies. but honestly. there isnt such thing known as white lies. lies are lies. i know you are real mad at me now. thats the reason why i keep my mouth shut. im cold to you jus now cos i dont even know what to do and say to cool you down. in fact, im the one in wrong. scold me bitch, curse me hell, whateva it is to vent ur anger. but pls pls, dun keep quiet and act as if you're not angry at all when you are. happy birthday to you. trust me, i do have a reason for my lie, which you wont understand even if i ever tell you. and most importantly, i dont wanna lose you. ;( never had once, i ever cheated you.

hello

2005-11-06T21:23:00.000-08:00

hello everybody ~ todae is a saturdae and it is a fine day. lolololol
heee~ went for job hunting todae. IM RETRENCED !! lols. jkjk. havent even got myself a job how to be retrenched seh. well, how many daes since i last blogged? wah long ar. yah! so must treasure this post~ *thick skinned* hahas. we went KFC todae. there's only me and sb. at first like two idiots standing there then saw a staff walked past. so we grab the opportunity and asked him about it. then things go on..
and yah, shld be able to work there. IF im not wrong. LOL. pay still fine larh. erm, next tues going town huh? see first bah. im now defintely ADDICTED to maple. yeah, maple rawks my entire world. whahas. ken said ydae that he was wondering why so many people are becoming maple siao now -.-

yea yea. maple's fun !! but dun play bootes ~ cos im there. whahas. dun snatch my training place! lols. no larh, jkjk. come bootes play. it rawks million tymes more than aquila~ im sick of aquila ever since that asshole thingy. lols. aquila sucks sucks sucks !! whahas. wooo yay! xcherisissx is now chionging lvl 50~ jiayou !! lols. gif me 2 more daes and i shall be lvl 50 ! hahas, i seem to repeating the same line hor? =.-

45th xcherisissx ; MS style

lazy fucker

2005-11-02T00:33:00.000-08:00

hello hello !! ydae is a tueday and its a deepavali day. hope everyone enjoyed ~! woke up early in the morning at about 9.30 and the first thought that came to my mind was PLAY MAPLE !! woohoo~ i settled down to train and train. 15 mins later, the fone rang, i wasnt the one who pick it but the call is for me. im still wondering who's the freak who call me early in the morning ? and it happened to be one of my gd fren, jing hui. called me out early in da moorning -.- soo shocked !! but luckily i jus have my bath. i was abit unwilling to go at first, cos i wanna train ! and most importantly, i wanna catch more sleep !! the previous nite i slept at 3 so was damn tired. i thot i would be sleepy and siann when i reach there. but things went another way round -.- keep craping ard and that ailing !!,, the luffing skill damn pro man !! she just luff at whateva she thinks it's funny, although we think its not in anyway ;x whahas.

at first, all of us din even noe where we heading to. so we jus took whatever bus that came into sight. and that was funny, me and shitian went up le asking each other what's this bus -.- finally,that bus brought us to jurong east and that was then i noe it is the 98 bus !! soo stupid !! by then, we still havent make up our mind on whr to go. then ying jus anyhow point out larh. we went causeway ~ walked for a while and decided to catch a movie but all seems so eeee one. lols. then we spotted a new horror movie cello. seem to be nice, like soo horror sia. but there's only one slot which i think shld be 9 sumthing? late at night -.- so we went off without buying tix. went to haf lunch then,was toking about dengue when suddenly a mosquito fly past -.- those gers suddenly shout out, and i nearly choked tio cos i was drinking then. lols. we finally decided to head towards dhoby ghaut to catch that movie which SEEMED TO BE nice.

yeah, went ard shopping and took some neoprints.

we took twice and these are only part of it. after neoprint, we went to the threatre le. watch watch watch. some parts which sounds quite stupid scared me,jh and ying. the three of us cuddled together. -.- that ailing like 'what big deal?' -.-she looked soo damn calm even though there's ppl screaming like hell. shitian still okok bah. hahas. i only noe i was crapping too much ;x and that show, i mean STUPID show, was DAMN LAME !! guess wat? all those scary scenes that made me and the 2 gers scared like hell are those that of what the female lead dreamt of !! wtf. such a fucking show. we really haf an urge to smash the screen man. 1 half hr watching that stupid fucking idiotic lame show. !!! an advice to you peeps out there, dun watch or you'll regret.

it was about 6 sumthing when that show ended. and we headed home. reached home at ard 8. had so much fun but was tired and mummy was complaining that i went out whole dae without a call. -.-

<3darling<3

aiya

2005-10-31T18:50:00.000-08:00

HELLO MY DEAR BLOG !! HOW I MISS YOU BABY =X
OKOK. and i noe YOU ALL miss me !! HEEEHEE. Im so thick skinned ;x anywae, the YOU ALL
refers to those who rushed me to post. HEY, dun ask for too much larh, im chionging maple OKAE !! wait for my good news, give me 3 daes, lvl 50 !! whahas. that's impossible.

well, 3 daes without a post le. wooo, got so much to share sia.
first of all, i knew which class im posted to le. im in the k combi.=.=
i dun wan !! got separated from my darlings T.T saddd ARH!! wtf. but nvm larh, cant change the fact too, and im lazy to appeal. but MAYBE i will ,, cos so sian, and im all alone T_T arghh. hope hmt class will be same as them. and my dog!! ur owner is separated from you le!! mus takecare dog. anyway, we shall not be separated huh?
cos we are linked by heart !! hahas. sooo its over, lets look forward to the chalet kaes? =X
love ya loads, my dear friends.

back to last few daes// well, nth much happened. hmm, ydae was quite a 'messy' day.
i was real mad at my cousins !! yeah, they ARE young, but pls behave!! my house is like a warehouse to them. and everytime they come, they look for new 'stocks'. touch
here touch there, see got wat nice things then ask me if they can take home -.-
then those gers ran ard my room, jump up and down my double decker bed,open my wardrobe and prepared to fit on the clothes!! damnn larh. last time only ask me play catching with them nia, now they asked me bring them go take neoprints and even asked for a mp3 -.- oh dear, only if i haf the money OKAE? =)) lols.
the conclusion, they gone home with a bag of things =.=

38th xcherisissx ; MS style

2005-10-27T22:01:00.000-07:00

boooo~ im backk. went oout for a while wif sb jus now. we are jus laming ard and doing some damn silly thingy. the thought of that make me luff. oh yea, if u have seen 2 mad women out there luffing like siao,thats me and her. whahas. she said wanna peep at someone so i accompanied her go. in the end, that sumone wasnt there.
-.- waste my time ar!! whahas. but she doesnt gif up though, we walked there back and fro several times. then we peeped through those bushes like those thief u noe? those only come out at nite huh? -.- yea, we are stupidd and lame. but was fun =X
and she told me about a guy who's so damn lame, and i jus cant stop laughing bout it!! lameo rulex man!! yeah =/ can you jus imagine. if you talk to sumone in msn, and that person doesnt reply u. instead, he send u a email to reply what u asked.-.-

i miss the daes we trained 2gether at wild boar land.
i miss the daes when we chatted everydae like there's no such thing as 'time'
i miss the daes when you came to find me the moment i log in maple.
i miss the way u call my name and the way you call me meenee
i miss the way u said i miss you
i miss the way you speak, seriously
i miss the time when u are shy,and you just kept quiet.
i miss the way you cheered me up, whenever im in a foul mood.
finally, i miss you

tears

2005-10-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

bless me; i fought back my tears

oooo

2005-10-25T00:56:00.000-07:00

hey wat? what do u treat me as? find me,talk to me,only when you're bored. so? to you i'm only for these uses? yea, i'll accompany you when you're bored and i'll chat with you when u've nth on. but what? even a msg i sent u, u haf to take an hour or so to reply? you told me ure not like others,you promised me u'll nvr make me feel bored. but ure not any better than them.

you just leave when you feel like,and thats what made me doing the same to you. i dont know if i'd done the right thing choosing you, perhaps its not. i trusted you again and again. like what they say, trust is the key of every relationship. but i dont see any point in trusting you. seriously, there isnt any.

well, its ok. i can see the position of all those games in ur heart. obviously, it stands a higher place than me. im really beaten by all your excuses.
i looked at my hp every now and then, hoping to see ur msg, but there isnt any. you told me din wanna wake me up in the middle of da nite. dont u noe i stayed up just to wait a reply of urs? like wat u told me, wait for u in msn. but do u ever returned? dun say sorry any more. im sick of that word. oh pls, im tired of ur excuses -.-

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin'
But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

lalalas

2005-10-24T19:42:00.000-07:00

Whahas !! no sch for tmr and wed ~ wooo. todae's a day of sianzation. slpt at 4 last nite,2gether wif sb and woke up at 6.30 -.- but sb couldnt get up on time and was absent for sch. lols. the seat of hers was then taken up by kl and gambling started again. it seems like that's our daily routine -.-hahas. at first, i won some and lost some but my luck was gone afterwards. kept losing money until i couldnt stand it anymore !! lols, but i still continue on the gambles. whahas. si bu fang qi =))

yeah !! ling ling bought new comp le !! she's coming online soon and i'll be chatting with her !! =X woohooo~ oh my !! i just discovered something. damn it. i'd left my ipod in my pocket of that pants that i wore ydae !! and guess wat shit i did? the ipod ended up in the washing machine !!! and now im afraid it would be spoiled T_T DARLING!!! hur hur T.T im so idiotic and forgetful. argh!! i hope its okae,, my baobeii.

i turned back
to avoid your whining eyes.
don't weep for me.
for im not worthy;
im sorry.

wooo

2005-10-24T02:05:00.000-07:00

been waiting for him to online again but yet another disappointment. told me u gonna come online again,, what sort of lousy lies. blarrs. im jus believing u too much larh. well, saw this post in the friendster's bulletin board. and that reminds me of sumone, sumone i used to love, but soon forgotten.

A boy
who would go to something even though
he
doesnt
want to; just to see me.
A boy who would
take
the
long way to class and be late just to see
me for
30
A
boy who
would do something special for me if I
were
having
a bad day
A boy
who
would tell me things through my friends.
A boy
who would meet me at my locker every
morning
and at dismissal. A boy who would let me
sit
with
my friends at lunch; and when we'd look
at each
other from across the cafeteria; we'd
smile at
one
another.
A boy who would beat
another
guys ass if they were messing with me.
A boy who would carry my books
for me.
A boy
who
would
pick out a song that made him think of
me.

this's only part of those lines. which i think most familiar to me. =))

sians

2005-10-22T19:48:00.000-07:00

went bugis todae =X was super zilian and took lotsa neoprints and pics. thanks bbybby for her hp and those advanced neoprint machines ~ lols.

dear laopo; i love you

god bless

2005-10-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

woooo~ its fridae again. went birdpark todae,to do stupid maths trail -.- still haf that booklet,blanks all over hahas. from the start, we alr went to walk ard by ourselves. the distance became longer and longer then. OH YA, we went to visit the penguins !! that was super duper kawaiii !! went there twice,keep looking at how they dive and how they were fed. After that then we started our journey. hmm, we went ard looking at all types of birds huh? and came by a place wif that irritating stinking smell, smelt like shit sia. lols. and we headed towards the lorry loft arh? wats that call? lols, forgot larh. then the funny incident took place. sb,gp,cal and tinwai went out to feed the birds and ended up screaming like hell man!! whahas. esp that SB, wanna zilian take pics larh. and when the birds rest on her shoulder, she starts to scream like an asshole. ahaha~asshole !! lols. and we're like so paiseh lor, those angmohs walked by taking pics of those funny freaks,mummbling wat 'sushi sushi shitt..' lols. actually not wat sushi lar. dint quite rmb wat they said, but it shldnt be english larh. kl,me,ivy and deb hid ourselves in the cafe, thinking of buying those cakess. LOLS. it looks so delicious man !! but too ex, went off without buying then.

went back sch after the visit to bp, still haf HCL!! siannz. by the time we reached sch im alr half dead man !! boooo~ hcl was quite ok todae, mao mao lied to us about what presents and wat hw thingy, and made us played those games !! at first that was rather fun larh, esp that part where we need to act and guess those words. that was great. in these games, its 2A against 2D. at first we won by quite some points, then became so unlucky, got those chiminology ans. lols. anddd someone jus love to showoff so much man. so wat?? its jus gamee. and see wat u got? shitt larh, stupidd gay. tmd. gayish act man. GOSH. boooo~

the game ended and its time for gambling ~ woooboooohooo~ lols. the grp went my hse again, except the normal absentee, deb !! once again, its you !! lols. those gamblers are damn addicted to that man!! OH my. they started the usual game and i take my nap then. lols. and i had a funny dream. whahaas. sumone kkeep 'cb!' while i won quite some money, but that was DREAM! lols. dun worry,,im not addicted !! =)) oh lamer rules.

yeah, btw, we submitted the option form todae. was really stressed out by that!! GOSH, im reminded again of my poor freaking results. was rather guilty then, when i looked into papa's eyes. i knew he was dissapointed, along with sadness. dissapointment as in my results, sadness as in my future. i really broke down when he din even reprimand me and were even encouraging me to do better next time then. a sudden surge of guiltiness welled up over me,i then knew it was too late for everything. im wondering what the hell haf i been doing all this while? nvm larh, its all over~ JIAYOU JIAYOU for everything =)) OH MY, emotional postt. -.-

another sad day

2005-10-19T17:11:00.000-07:00

booohooohooo~ suffering from depression todae T_T lols. keep feel like crying after getting that maths paper,reminds me that i cant go E4 !! GRRR. sad larh. stop toking bout results le~ GOD BLESS ME !! *prays hard* i wanna go E4!! no E5 pls. lols. but the chances are so slim lor. those clever ones in the class all wanna go E4, suppose there are lots more others who wanna go de !! im dead then. lols. dun wanna separate from my frens T_T OH MY DARLINGS !! hur hur !! -.- tmr's gonna be the day we choose the subs comb le. OH SIAN. MUMMY~

lols. todae played black jack again, from class play till comb lab hahas. kept winning money in sch but lost quite alot at my hse. lols. they took their usual positions again~ me and ivy lied down like two statues lOLS. but was quite lucky then. whahas~ win and lose, win and lose..lols. SIAN ! so tired, zzz. guys always forget bout their ger when they're in game? lalalas

sadday

2005-10-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

BOOO~ got back results todae. lousy of cos~ T_T oh well, i wont cry. =X im jus dissapointed with myself, which i'd earlier expected it. hmm, geog,el and chi is ok while the rest...ahem. for maths, i always dun put much hope on it or perhaps i'd given up hopes? lols. the moment i set my eyes on the first paper, i alr given up hopes on myself le. tay's rite, i din put in any effort at all cos i totally hate maths, TO THE CORE..first half of the yr results still ok, and i used to love maths for some time. suppose i slackened? and my results dropped like hell in the second common test, that one which need to meet my parents. LOLS. and as for science, the sub which i love most. T_T i expected to fail it, but i din. but that was not much more. at first, science's my most confident sub, so i intended to jus read thru. LOLS. it turn out likdat, like wat i expected and REGRETTED,DEEPLY. E4,science and maths required. gosh, then which class will i be sent to? E5? im quite certain that i may be going to that next yr, which consists of all of those subs which i disliked. and most impt of all, no amaths. shld put it in this way,there's amaths and bio, but half going bio, another half to amaths. of cos i will choose amaths which is considered an impt sub, but do i still haf the choice? T_T. if it is to be choosen by them, i supposed i will be going bio instead cos in anyway, my maths' always lousier than science ALOT. grrr. felt so ashamed of myself, LOUSY !! dad and mum have always carry high expectations on me and yet it turn out lik this. the last common test they alr forbid me to do this and that!! oh my, not again. but perhaps its better than me. cos i felt so damn sorry to them,sorry sorry T_T . so wanna cry..lolss. guess its ok after todae for me, but they wouldnt. bet its another restless nite for them..

tmr gonna take back lit and others le. DNT. OH MY~ another shock to me again~ lols. suppose im failing it lar. COMFIRMED~ and there's not atime i ever passed it. whahas..as if im so proud to say it loud. -.-

oh yeah, forgot bout that game we played today. there was an illegal gambling den opened at my hse todaee. lols, that was supposed to be our tt trg. ivy,kl,gp,cal,sb came my hse played black jack. lols. that was lame. we're like madd and talk like nobody's business sia. hahas. lost much money but actually jus din gain and lost not much, cos some owe me money~ lolss. siann. shall cont this tmr.

dead beat

2005-10-17T20:45:00.000-07:00

OH HELL MAN~ im so damn tired. went town todae with deb, sb, zh and wesley. lols. that was fun but my legs hurt noww !! ggrr we watched the myth whahas. damn FUNNY and nicee. at first we planned to watch the 1.30 slot but we reach alr like abt 1.35? yah and the movie jus started. wooo. guess wat, we sat on the second row !! haf to keep my head up to get a clearer view and my neck hurts !! but that movie was nice, worth it. i keep coughing while watching cos too funny le whahas. esp that part when that jack and the indian cops went into da 'rat glue' house, and they got sticked there cos of the glue. it gets funnier when they strip their clothes off to get away from the sticky glue. i heard that wes laugh out loud =)) still dare to say the 3 of us discuss so many things. LOLS. after that movie we went to haf burger king. actually sb suggested to haf long john but wes dun feel like so we went burger king instead. watching zh eat that burger and those fries can really make u luff like siao. lols. he can actually bite a bit of the burger and look at ard the surroundings. lols funny and that takes quite some time which is long after we finished our food.

grrr i wanna watch THE WIG. sound nice !! BUT nc16 !! -.- after that movie
we went heeren took neoprints. only the 3 of us larh, cos at first wes and zh gg sumwhr else. but we met up again to go cwp. whahas =X again walk walk walk. take mrt for so many rides and the SUAYEST thing is that I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD !! not todae lar..but losing it means i haf to pay for all these rides !! OH MY. spent ovr $5 for these ridess -.-

jus when we reached cwp, we're shocked lols. me sb and deb was talking among ourselves when we suddenly stopped upon seeing that funny 2 guys stopped by sum gers to DONATE. LOLS. and we're dragged into it man..but they are worser lar. hahas. then again we're suay to see someone there, but suppose he din notice us. Huff~ lols. see le oso no use lar only get sianer. -.- bought a necklace there and was thinking wat to buy for his bdae =X. tmr sch's reopening~ wanna pon?? whahas. i rather slp at home. oh my, im so afraid of getting my results esp my maths. tay's gonna nam nam nam again~ );

damn freaking lousy liar !!

2005-10-16T11:50:00.000-07:00

WTH! im so damn angry with an asshole. mayb that asshole will find his way here. yea, hello asshole~ =x. -.- GRRR. people hu added me in maple shld noe huh? i stopped playing aquila since a mnth plus ago. b4 this i asked SUMONE to help me jump for a quest. and since then i'd found that my acct was logged in by SUMONE else, of cos not me larh. and it wont be my fren. and almost everytime i log in to see my acct, i'll find a diff. and RECENTLY, i logged in again to check itt, yeah. the mesos get fewer, items i forgot. although that isnt much cos im not rich..and that daily fame given was oso used. obviously sumone came into my acct rite?? OH MY. DUN U DENY. IM SO SICK OF IT. i gave u that pw becos i Trust u. and it turned out u abusing my trust for youu. damn u. be a man pls, u're not a kid anymore. -.- at least if u wanna use my acct to do things, i wont mind if u ever asked. but haf u? forget it. sickening when im reminded of you !! hmm,anyway, anyone's playing in bootes? lolss.

i wanna go out !

2005-10-15T18:04:00.000-07:00

ah sianned. they're out and im sicked at home. T_T and he doesnt even show any concern to me. grrr quarrel quarrel i hate his fiery temper man ! yah, i dun care whoever that girl is and im not askin what who that gerr is, whateva larh. sian diaoo sick still haf to quarrel wif ppl. tmdd. but anyway, im getting betta~ oh yea hopefully by tmr can go out play le =))
yeah maple'd change. but kinda funny sia lols. esp the finger cursor whahas. cute
today's actually the day we gg bbq and that malaosan!! always ask her call earlier to book and yet she waited till late le then call. nvm larh, even if its today i cant make it too. =X luckily its next week..
im waiting for you, asshole

lalalass =X

2005-10-15T12:53:00.000-07:00

oh man. im okay le!! hahas. suppose to go town todae but alot of them cant make it and and its raining now. lols. so its postponed to tmr le. lets hope it wont drag and drag until holidae larh -.- yeah, guys all the same lar. alr say sorrry le hai xiang zhen yang? lols. hmm nth much to tok about~ and that hsb wanna see his prince at the hkecc at nite le wor~ im gonna tag along to pei her see hahas. hopefully he dont turn out to be a monster!! whahas.
lame o lame.

T_T im sick !!

2005-10-14T18:24:00.000-07:00

oh my todae keep ah chew ah chew during art exam. irritating shitt lar. always after exams im sure sicked. lols. exams are the natural cause of it? anyway, i owned this blog but wasn't created by me. sb that asshole FORCED me to. lols.
today went to tin wai's hse. so fun man ! and that vv dog of tinwai is so damn funny. it looks so fragile and super thin after its hair was shave away. perhaps its contracted with some diseases huh? lols. perhaps nia larh, cos its legs keep trembling. and that ivy wongy keep holding on vv and wanna scare me. lolss. now then i realised im so damn sick. sianned. yea, and we made baked potatoes. not by me but debby and gp. nicee but erm abit too hard larh. cos of that gp's impatientness larh, if not it shld taste better. lalalas. tmr we may be having a bbq, depends larh.
see that malaosan can book anot. if cannot then next week le. wooohoo.

exams finally over !! but im sure im failing dnt and my baobei science !! GRR. my a1s dreams are gone !! well, E5 meet u next yr T_T. bb my dear E4 lols..
drum drum!! i wanna go arcade tmr ! =X